Whispers, pipes & my neighbors

I live in a building which has two sources of water. One is a tank on the terrace, the other is a pump connected to a well on the ground floor. I like a hot shower so I had a geyser installed in my bathroom. Its amazing what can travel through these pipes. Sometimes, I think they also carry whispers from the neighbors. I am twenty nine years old and I haven’t had sex in over four years.I do masturbate - but somehow my carnal impulses seem to be the sole object of fixation which these whispers focus on. And they are not without an object of their own. They posit a pronoun, her - an entity which seems to have all that my dreams seem to touch, who is already there, like a gatekeeper to heaven who is awaiting a mere arrival of one who may be choses. A princess. I live in Timberlake Colony in Hyderabad. I have not seen any pretty girls my age around, maybe its just my luck, or perhaps lack of outreach, who knows. But I do appreciate the faith of others. I merely wish that they weigh it not in bathroom pipes and whispers. Then again, how can you blame a neighbor :)

Monday, 25th January, 2021